weeee ~ :P

ordered 12 pieces clothes from web
6 were reached me :D
6 more to wait =C some of it might wait until end of Aug
i can't wait to get them :((((
hope they are nice to wearing n suit me as well HEEE

later am going to Times Square's Oldtown
for Primary classmate gathering at 7 pm
feel excited to meet them , all changed a lot
fetch by Ao Yang , we live very near ( just opposite )
but we seldom hanging out together :$ lol

friends said i changed a lot , actually im not ><
just the hair style different .. my face still the same
oppss ! not the same .. no more fair skin ... :(

a suited hair style will makes a person look pretty nice
this is a fact ... agree ? :)

ps : i miss my long hair badly

该醒了。。

my heart is still belongs to u ♥

don't misunderstanding the title above =)

im still loving him , but we didn't couple back

these two days , i had went out with him
for movie -inception- and i-city
he said , he promised me bring me there when we were still couple
but he doesn't make it yet . so he already did now
i can feels the caring the love from him , he treated me good

maybe this is the way he wants to fetch up his guilty-ness
or he might really appreciates the time we still can spend together
perhaps he still loves me .. idk

today , he bought me a ring
im happy :D for sure
i wanted a ring from him so badly last time
i mean when we still couple
no idea why .. might be some insecure minded
i need something to calm my idk-what-insecure-feeling-i-have
but he didn't bought me any , plus !
he said , couples can't simply buy ring for each other
..... my mood was down down down down on that moment !
insecure feeling increased madly -.-

how's great if he did all these when we still couple?
how's great if he loves me just like how much i love him?
how's great if he appreciates me just like how i appreciate him?
how's great if we still loving each other and live happily together to the end?
how's great if time could turn back to the past?
how's great if we can start it all over again?


i couldn't forget u
my heart is still belongs to u
my heart is already engaged to u
u're always in my mind
u're always in my heart

ILY ♥

宝贝

我喜欢你抱着我轻轻的吻

我喜欢你趁我睡觉时捉弄我

我喜欢你主动地抱着我睡觉

我喜欢你临睡时说晚安老婆

我喜欢早上起身看到你就在我身边

我喜欢看到你心疼我的模样

我喜欢看到你吃醋在乎我的样子

我喜欢你对我说甜言蜜语

我喜欢你认真对我说你真的爱我

我喜欢你说我们以后要生很多宝宝

我喜欢你计划我们的未来

我真的很爱你 没试过那么的爱

爱到想独霸你一个人 霸占你的心

原谅我的自私 原谅我的霸道

我真的控制不了 你的心 你的人

多么希望 我们能走到永远 开开心心

对不起宝贝 我真的很爱你 你知道的对吗

对不起宝贝 我不能告诉你 我们已不能重来

强忍泪水的日子很辛苦 挨过就行了

至少我曾经幸福过...♥

翻着从前和你一起合拍的照片，

脑海中你的样子又不知觉地浮现了，

与你的点点滴滴也一点一点地被唤醒了，

是的，我又想起你了，

泪水也被我的思绪所牵动，

不自觉地留下来了，

其实我比谁都清楚，

我和你已经结束了，

但心中依然还有成千上万个不舍，

那时候的我好痛苦，

好想好想把你给忘了，

曾经努力过，尝试过，

偏偏越是努力，

越是尝试，

却越是觉得你在我的生命中，

已经是不可磨灭的一个人物了，

活了那么多年，

从不觉得我是一个人软弱的人，

在你离去了以后才明白，

其实我也没那么坚强，

听见某些歌，看见某些事情，

只要是是与你有关的，

都能让我流泪，

而你也是唯一一个，

能让我一想起就能流泪的人...

虽然和你的爱情不完美，

但我从来都没后悔爱过你，

虽然你我不能手牵手到达终点站，

但和你一起经历过的旅途，

风景却是最漂亮的，

曾经一起听过的歌，

曾经一起看过的戏，

曾经一起走过的街，

都是我生命中最美最美的回忆，

或许想起你时会有些疼，

但我从来都不想放弃这美好的回忆，

因为这些痛的记忆，

却会一直提醒我，

至少我曾经幸福过...



当你在酒楼看着别人吃鱼翅而你只是吃白饭时，

或许你会有些羡慕与妒忌，

但当你在你吃着白饭，

看见街上有个乞丐没饭吃时，

你就会发现 其实 你很幸福...

幸福不能做比较，只能默默地接受，

在你默默接受的同时，

你会发现幸福一直都在你身边...



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♥ meaningful ♥

听紧歌 眼泪係咁流
嗰脑死猛重复‘点解’两个字
我知我唔够好
但系我自问对你一心一意

我哋擺擺唠交 好快就冇事
每次都会衰冲动讲分手
但系之后都好返

昵年几我好珍惜你 真系好爱你
以前啲嘢 你话过唔会再犯
我信你
你话你好爱我 净系钟意我一个
我信你

我成日都自己向度冧
我有几幸福 同你一起几开心
我哋以后啲生活会点
得闲第一时间就陪你 乜都以你为先
因为我觉得值得 我应该既

前两日 发现到啲嘢
多得我既疑心重
如果唔系 我永远都唔知件事
冇冧过原来你仲系甘
点解？
我心好痛
既然你唔珍惜我
你亦唔值得我再爱

我就嚟崩溃
支持唔住啦
再唔舍得都要放手
我好爱你
但我唔会俾你知
唔会再俾多次机会你伤害我

13th of July ♥

had an nice outing with Miss ShinTeng :)
after class

we went to Ho Qing Yuen for searching some job
no one wanna hire Part Timer (me)
everyone just wanna a Full Timer (her)
headed to TS after having our lunch at there

i bought a heels with a very worth price
just rm30 !!
actually is 39.90 bucks but there is an offer
buy two for 60 bucks
so Teng bought a sandal and we both can save up to 10bucks !
*clapsss*

i told her *精明的消费者是要慢慢考虑的*
something lidat :$ i forgot liao
i spent 80 bucks for 4 stuffs !
a dress , a pair of heels , a tank top and a tee
omfg ! very worth isn't it ?! ;P

when we walking around , two girls ask us to be their makeup model
just wanna practice and will take few photos
we said yes but after that we're regret !
because they wasted our time ! 2 hours plus !
we can shop alots u know ? -.- but it helps us to save $$
LOLs xD

pictures are on FB , not going to upload here
am lazy bug ^^

reached home around 930 pm
Teng stayed until 11

we had a crazy night in my home !
cam-whore + tried clothes + act c2p + chit-chat !
u will see those c2p pictures once she upload on FB
im gan jeung - ing cause those c2p pics are fugly and really c2p -.-
beh tahan on what we had captured last night !

:)
♥

$$$ !

new timetable for July and August is out ..
not really satisfied of it..
u know why.. ? for my course,
only study for 3 days a week, 2 hours each day
i will be very free and yeap, very very free -.-
need some part time job, i really meant it
for spending my extra time and also i need $ to shop!

i can't take my eyes off of those on9 boutique
looking on those clothes, feels wanna grab it all -.-
im broke! but i couldn't stop myself from buying clothes on web!
B scold me ~ ' i knew how to use $, but duno how to earn it'
*(not really scold actually, just like 'ngam' me)*
i felt sorry :( i used too much money on clothing.. SIGH

how's great if i own a shopping mall or im born in a rich family?
it's all about money ;(

p/s : i need a car badly