★ Pieces of E ★

weeee ~ :P

2010-07-30T01:14:00.000-07:00

ordered 12 pieces clothes from web
6 were reached me :D
6 more to wait =C some of it might wait until end of Aug
i can't wait to get them :((((
hope they are nice to wearing n suit me as well HEEE

later am going to Times Square's Oldtown
for Primary classmate gathering at 7 pm
feel excited to meet them , all changed a lot
fetch by Ao Yang , we live very near ( just opposite )
but we seldom hanging out together :$ lol

friends said i changed a lot , actually im not ><
just the hair style different .. my face still the same
oppss ! not the same .. no more fair skin ... :(

a suited hair style will makes a person look pretty nice
this is a fact ... agree ? :)

ps : i miss my long hair badly

2010-07-26T02:13:00.000-07:00

该醒了。。

my heart is still belongs to u ♥

2010-07-21T03:27:00.000-07:00

don't misunderstanding the title above =)

im still loving him , but we didn't couple back

these two days , i had went out with him
for movie -inception- and i-city
he said , he promised me bring me there when we were still couple
but he doesn't make it yet . so he already did now
i can feels the caring the love from him , he treated me good

maybe this is the way he wants to fetch up his guilty-ness
or he might really appreciates the time we still can spend together
perhaps he still loves me .. idk

today , he bought me a ring
im happy :D for sure
i wanted a ring from him so badly last time
i mean when we still couple
no idea why .. might be some insecure minded
i need something to calm my idk-what-insecure-feeling-i-have
but he didn't bought me any , plus !
he said , couples can't simply buy ring for each other
..... my mood was down down down down on that moment !
insecure feeling increased madly -.-

how's great if he did all these when we still couple?
how's great if he loves me just like how much i love him?
how's great if he appreciates me just like how i appreciate him?
how's great if we still loving each other and live happily together to the end?
how's great if time could turn back to the past?
how's great if we can start it all over again?

i couldn't forget u
my heart is still belongs to u
my heart is already engaged to u
u're always in my mind
u're always in my heart

ILY ♥

2010-07-17T10:34:00.000-07:00

宝贝

我喜欢你抱着我轻轻的吻

我喜欢你趁我睡觉时捉弄我

我喜欢你主动地抱着我睡觉

我喜欢你临睡时说晚安老婆

我喜欢早上起身看到你就在我身边

我喜欢看到你心疼我的模样

我喜欢看到你吃醋在乎我的样子

我喜欢你对我说甜言蜜语

我喜欢你认真对我说你真的爱我

我喜欢你说我们以后要生很多宝宝

我喜欢你计划我们的未来

我真的很爱你没试过那么的爱

爱到想独霸你一个人霸占你的心

原谅我的自私原谅我的霸道

我真的控制不了你的心你的人

多么希望我们能走到永远开开心心

对不起宝贝我真的很爱你你知道的对吗

对不起宝贝我不能告诉你我们已不能重来

强忍泪水的日子很辛苦挨过就行了

至少我曾经幸福过...♥

2010-07-17T09:58:00.000-07:00

翻着从前和你一起合拍的照片，

脑海中你的样子又不知觉地浮现了，

与你的点点滴滴也一点一点地被唤醒了，

是的，我又想起你了，

泪水也被我的思绪所牵动，

不自觉地留下来了，

其实我比谁都清楚，

我和你已经结束了，

但心中依然还有成千上万个不舍，

那时候的我好痛苦，

好想好想把你给忘了，

曾经努力过，尝试过，

偏偏越是努力，

越是尝试，

却越是觉得你在我的生命中，

已经是不可磨灭的一个人物了，

活了那么多年，

从不觉得我是一个人软弱的人，

在你离去了以后才明白，

其实我也没那么坚强，

听见某些歌，看见某些事情，

只要是是与你有关的，

都能让我流泪，

而你也是唯一一个，

能让我一想起就能流泪的人...

虽然和你的爱情不完美，

但我从来都没后悔爱过你，

虽然你我不能手牵手到达终点站，

但和你一起经历过的旅途，

风景却是最漂亮的，

曾经一起听过的歌，

曾经一起看过的戏，

曾经一起走过的街，

都是我生命中最美最美的回忆，

或许想起你时会有些疼，

但我从来都不想放弃这美好的回忆，

因为这些痛的记忆，

却会一直提醒我，

至少我曾经幸福过...

当你在酒楼看着别人吃鱼翅而你只是吃白饭时，

或许你会有些羡慕与妒忌，

但当你在你吃着白饭，

看见街上有个乞丐没饭吃时，

你就会发现其实你很幸福...

幸福不能做比较，只能默默地接受，

在你默默接受的同时，

你会发现幸福一直都在你身边...

note taken from FB - 分享 Sharing

♥ meaningful ♥

2010-07-15T00:55:00.000-07:00

听紧歌眼泪係咁流
嗰脑死猛重复‘点解’两个字
我知我唔够好
但系我自问对你一心一意

我哋擺擺唠交好快就冇事
每次都会衰冲动讲分手
但系之后都好返

昵年几我好珍惜你真系好爱你
以前啲嘢你话过唔会再犯
我信你
你话你好爱我净系钟意我一个
我信你

我成日都自己向度冧
我有几幸福同你一起几开心
我哋以后啲生活会点
得闲第一时间就陪你乜都以你为先
因为我觉得值得我应该既

前两日发现到啲嘢
多得我既疑心重
如果唔系我永远都唔知件事
冇冧过原来你仲系甘
点解？
我心好痛
既然你唔珍惜我
你亦唔值得我再爱

我就嚟崩溃
支持唔住啦
再唔舍得都要放手
我好爱你
但我唔会俾你知
唔会再俾多次机会你伤害我

13th of July ♥

2010-07-14T02:55:00.000-07:00

had an nice outing with Miss ShinTeng :)
after class

we went to Ho Qing Yuen for searching some job
no one wanna hire Part Timer (me)
everyone just wanna a Full Timer (her)
headed to TS after having our lunch at there

i bought a heels with a very worth price
just rm30 !!
actually is 39.90 bucks but there is an offer
buy two for 60 bucks
so Teng bought a sandal and we both can save up to 10bucks !
*clapsss*

i told her *精明的消费者是要慢慢考虑的*
something lidat :$ i forgot liao
i spent 80 bucks for 4 stuffs !
a dress , a pair of heels , a tank top and a tee
omfg ! very worth isn't it ?! ;P

when we walking around , two girls ask us to be their makeup model
just wanna practice and will take few photos
we said yes but after that we're regret !
because they wasted our time ! 2 hours plus !
we can shop alots u know ? -.- but it helps us to save $$
LOLs xD

pictures are on FB , not going to upload here
am lazy bug ^^

reached home around 930 pm
Teng stayed until 11

we had a crazy night in my home !
cam-whore + tried clothes + act c2p + chit-chat !
u will see those c2p pictures once she upload on FB
im gan jeung - ing cause those c2p pics are fugly and really c2p -.-
beh tahan on what we had captured last night !

:)
♥

$$$ !

2010-06-29T12:03:00.000-07:00

new timetable for July and August is out ..
not really satisfied of it..
u know why.. ? for my course,
only study for 3 days a week, 2 hours each day
i will be very free and yeap, very very free -.-
need some part time job, i really meant it
for spending my extra time and also i need $ to shop!

i can't take my eyes off of those on9 boutique
looking on those clothes, feels wanna grab it all -.-
im broke! but i couldn't stop myself from buying clothes on web!
B scold me ~ ' i knew how to use $, but duno how to earn it'
*(not really scold actually, just like 'ngam' me)*
i felt sorry :( i used too much money on clothing.. SIGH

how's great if i own a shopping mall or im born in a rich family?
it's all about money ;(

p/s : i need a car badly

a very bad luck day :(

2010-06-28T22:40:00.001-07:00

went to peel road to had our brunch
with 3 cars
u can imagine how many peoples we have
:D

after finished it, thought of going back to college
BUTTTT!
Melvin's car can't start engine!
we tried push the car to the front and back
it doesn't work!!
we were like 'What the heckk'!??!
ends up we call our fren come n pick us up.
cam-whore while waiting them =]

Kerri was reached but then we found out that her car's tyre puncture!
oh no! we were damn bad luck today :(
TWO bad things happened in just a days!
we have no idea y. i suggest that buy lottery of their plate number xD
today have special lottery magnum i guess

^^

felt sorry to Kerri and Melvin :(
we had bring the bad lucky to you guys
hope tomorrow will be a good day for us ^^

2010-06-28T13:21:00.000-07:00

done my assignment!
its time to off to bed :)
nites and sweet dream =]

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2010-04-05T08:06:00.000-07:00

Hate that i'm a easy jealous person

Hate that i'm not self-confident enough

Hate that i'm always think lots of non-sense stuff

=(

Dear Regine's 19th Big Day ❤

2010-04-03T13:09:00.000-07:00

❤31st of March❤

Our lovely GineGine's Bday
at first, i told her that i couldn't make it
cheated her with other 5 girls
plan goes smooth, she believes us :P

met Sasa at Neway
prepare the cake, light up all the candles
TA DAAA~*
she was surprise n tears dropping :)
*make a wish*
don't cry la~ sek fan ^3^
ladies ♡ T.R.E.W.D.Y ♡
YY, i didn't up this on fb :(
cam-whore inside there :$
up next, Just Another Pandora Box =]

while waiting for others -DAP & EE-

i still can LOL even i watched it twice =]

sticker photo after movie
spend around an hours at there o,o
QUEEN of the day
ERT ( suppose be ERW )

dinner at KimGary
learning Bosco's pose :]hope u enjoy that night :)
❤xoxo❤

a random updates :)

2010-03-30T08:39:00.000-07:00

sorry about my lazyness :)
didn't update my blog more than a month i guess?
so, this will be a long n kinda random post.
i'll try to memorize all the things had happened b4 :D

1st, IATA exam
on 13th of March, UM
i was quite nervous cause i don't have confident at all
although we can open book but still i can't 80% answer correctly.
result will out on May n fail any of it gotta retake on Sep.
gosh, i don't wanna step inside UM anymore.
god bless.
Rism Gang :)
with our lecturer - Mr.Lim
still have few inside my bag -.-
waiting for the time
after the exam *happy*

wish us all lucks :) won't back to UM again <3

2nd, 15th March
went Sunway with hubby :)
bought a jumpsuit ^^
watched Remember Me by Robert Pattinson
he looks hot but not the movie. story line is suck.
aunty came visit me very sudden -.- luckily i noticed that.

3rd, 19th of March
Just Another Pandora Box
12.15 am at LM
quite funny n mou lei tao :D

4th, 23rd n 24th March
*TREWDY*
junior on the left side :)
2 juniors on the right side :)
YY n EE

3 swim, 3 see lol XD

classes ended at 12pm.
so, 11 of us decided to went hostel n had some activity :P
we went cyber cafe n play Counter Strike
7 girls n 4 boys :)
it was so cool n we really had fun!

the next day, CS + swim :D

5th, 26th March
How To Train Your Dragon in 3D
12.30am at Pavilion
i like the dragon, Night Fury
it looks adorable! <3

6th, 27th March yam cha with Teng n Eone
oh ya, n also BoBo (Teng's puppy)
at Momo Cafe. Teng was the driver :)
headed to her house after that.
chit chat, poker, cam-whore
dinner at Kaki Corner :]

Last but not least,
31st of March
my dear Regine a.k.a GineGine's birthday!
Happy 19th Birthday my Dear :)
wish u happy always, as sweet as possible with Mr.J
♥ TEWDY love U! ♥

we having an outing with her today :)
stay tuned for the photos ♥

my lovely hubby ♥

-THE END-

2010-02-27T20:22:00.000-08:00

All's Well End's Well 2010

BB watched with me last night
i don't think that it was really funny
idk why.. out of my expectation..

72 tenants of Prosperity is much more better than it.
hmm :(

new cellphone ^^

2010-02-25T08:58:00.000-08:00

i got a new cellphone from my hubby!
SE U10i aka AINO! white color!!
on last saturday :) HEEEE

BB said he wanted to buy the week b4 Valentine de.
but then due to some reason he didn't make it.

but now he bought to me liao :]
am so happy and thanks my BB so muchieee.
felt sorry too cos he wasted his money :(

at first, i thought he was joke with me so i didn't take it so serious.
but he asked many shops at a place and went another place to asked a white AINO for me.
all of them lack of white Aino stock.
am using a black now. the staff told me he'll call me when the white reach.
so....... am waiting his call few days liaoooo :(
hope can get it asap! can't wait for it ^^

love my hubby 99 ^3^
sek sai leiii ♥

holis end, skul started

2010-02-25T08:46:00.000-08:00

wednesday

TREWDY had brought some CNY's snacks to school
except me. due to my 'lou yan chi ngoi zheng'
hahaha sorry girls :P

our snacks!

Saturday Cho Chat :)

2010-02-25T08:35:00.000-08:00

72 Tenants of Prosperity
10.30pm at LM
with daddy, mummy, yanyan n BB :)
laugh my butt off! lols! XD
mamak after movie :P

Percy Jackson and The Lightning Thief was nice!
forgot when i've watched it.
:)

♥ CNY cho yat - cho luk ♥

2010-02-22T08:23:00.000-08:00

just some short n' simple updates :)

CHO YAT
Dim Sum early in the morning.
headed to SEREMBAN after that.
BB's hometown.
went to his grandma's house.
stayed until 6pm, back to his house.
dinner and mahjong.

CHO YI

heart him
went Jusco.
Wolfman in the afternoon
Little Big Soldier in the night.
both movies mamadei jek :(

Sushi King, our brunh :P
tei dou ngo mou? heee :P
LBS time :)

CHO SAM

back to KL after breakfast.
picked up my daddy, mummy n bro.
2 places we had went before went to ipoh
batang kali n kampar.visited my relatives. darn sunny n tired.
felt tired to my B, cos he drived whole day long :( **seksek**

finally, we had reached ipoh at 7 plus.
shower, dinner n etc.

CHO SEI

went to Ipoh Parade after a visited to relatives' houses.
walked around. bought a shorts :)

CHO NG

went to Kampar in the evening.
so damn F hot :(
overnight at there.
saw a cutie kid at there :D
heart his eyelashes! soooo long n nice!

CHO LUK

breakfast at Kampar's pasar.
walked around at Westlake Garden, somewhere nearby UTAR.
there has a huge lake with nice scene.
family

but unfortunately, the sun spoiled my mood -,-
there have some houses with 14 rooms! each room has a toilet.
for those college students as their hostel. not bad mah.

back to KL after that! XD

♥♥♥♥

2010-02-22T02:57:00.000-08:00

i have no time to blog n upload photos to fb :(

forgive me.

i'll update asap :)

start school tmr.

CNY holis end.

one more week to say goodbye to CNY :)

ILY ~*

outingsssss :]

2010-02-11T20:24:00.000-08:00

sorry for the late posts :)
am going to blog about these few days' outing

SATURDAY
went out with my NiNi for CNY clothes n Valentines present.
bought a Tee from Seed :)
bought 'XXX' from Soda to my BB :P
and nothing else i guess :S
can't really remember.

SUNDAY

outing with BB!
guess who i saw?!?
i saw Miss Ng with her hubby!
>.< i can't recognize her hahaha!!
im shocked when a gal walked in front me n shout to me -.-
only i realized that was her! Lol XD
bought a couple tees from Body Glove :D
'hong dong dong' ^^
BB didn't bought much just some shorts n tee.

MONDAY
watched WOOHOO at pavilion!
finalllyyyyyy ><
after that, headed to maluri cheras met up with RISM Gang :)
Neway cheras, here we come~!! XD
had a fun yet crazy night with them! so darn enjoy!
we drank, we sang, we shout, we dance! we made 3 glasses broken! oh oh
went back to hostel at 4am :P
am waiting the next outing with all of u!
RISM Gang, WE ARE ALL RAWTZ! ♥
(photos all in fb have a look if u wan :)

THURSDAY
went out with family at 7pm
bought a heels!
gosh finally i bought a heels! sponsor by daddy ^^
LOL
i kept spot on brown stuff.
bag, shoes even belt! -.-
dah kena racun ==

i drop my 50bucks T_____T
dah bankrupt lagi drop money :'(
my heart so so so pain sighs.

*my blog lack of photo izzit? so dead weh :'(*

T-A-D-A-A-A :)

2010-02-04T04:45:00.000-08:00

T-A-D-A-A-A :)
the lazy blogger girl is back to update her dead blog right now
heee =)

sorry, im kinda lazy nowadays.
forgive me.
okies, let's get it started :]

1st, its FEB now!
3 years anniversary on 9th and valentine's day on14th!
valentine's day bang with CNY cho yat :(
i think lots of couples can't celebrate valentine on the exact day right?
sounds sad. gotta celeb earlier.
RISM gang will going to sing k on 8th, monday.
guess what time will we go? 12-4am!
its like soooo crazy! cause we have classes on the next day!
but its seem fun too :) we'll overnight at the hostel and going to campus together!

2nd, i had found out something unbelievable :(
it made me felt so unhappy.
don't ever judge a sky by it's weather.
we're not what u guys thought. you will know it someday.
it's all from our true heart. real :) trust us please.

3rd, went back his home, seremban last sat.
watched Universal Soldier.
ain't my type of movie :)
captured few photos when i had stayed there. HEE
miss him crazily :(

4th, final is around the corner.
already knocking my door
but my brain don't wanna accept this message.
need someone/something to push push me ><

5th, ytd DD brought her nerdy spec to school.
what else? cam-whore time! HEE
it make peoples look nice with it :] manyak cuteee
dear GG
dear DD
dear xiao ping
mr Amos
and EE :P

YV jie horr, like to snapped some 'weirdo' photos in these couple days.
LMAO! -,-
fantastic! XD
kesiannya org ni. tarak hidung -,-

6th, will have an outing with Miss Yunni tomorrow ♥
hunting for CNY's clothes and Valentine's present :]
wanna buy a pair of heels, not so high
a pair of flat, a pair of sandal :)

like Bohemian n Boyish style :) but these style not really suit on me
i guess? HAHA

last but not least
already 4 days didn't meet him.
miss him gilerrr :(
AA, EE love u
ur baby missing her hubby
♥

2010-01-26T08:34:00.000-08:00

shouldn't cut my bangs.
r-e-g-r-e-t-t-e-d

classes today...

2010-01-26T00:37:00.000-08:00

two new lessons since today
taught by Mr.Goh

6 of us didn't pay attention on what he taught
kept on did some nonsense stuff
ate ferrero rocher, chit chats, laughed, did c2p thingy, took photo -,-
(not self-captured)
of cause, not only us.
but we were the most noisiest in the class :P
the class was fulled of students.
Mr.Goh's voice has been covered by ours' voices.

some more these two lesson were soooo bored.
the page full of words.
bosan neh

wondering could we survive tmr..
bring something to eat?
find something to talk?
do some c2p stuff again? -.-
or pay attention in the class?
ehemm..

m4 test after 3pm.
good luck to RISM GANG
♥

new hairdo :)

2010-01-25T06:40:00.000-08:00

dyed my hair.
chestnut color. a bit bright
cut my bangs.
soooo short :C
haven't use to it..
no pic upload cos i dun hv a camera phone.
:(
i think will upload once i have new picture :)
maybe borrow someone's phone to snap one
hahas :P

just for laugh =P

2010-01-20T07:59:00.000-08:00

class ended, K fetched me home.
talked craps in the car.
he heard a song - fifteen (i guess)
den he suddenly said, eh fifteen me n u that time
den i was like huh? few seconds only get what his means.

K : the song name is fifteen, mean u n me that time ar....
E : huh? fifteen?? sixteen la! -,-
K : fifteen la!! form3 mah!!!
E : form4 la!!! 0,o aiyooo!
K : (laugh) yea meh?? not 15 a?? (laugh) -,-
E : grrrrr!! aiyoooooo pls la! 16 lo! (laugh n mad) haha
K : (keep laughing) sorry ar wrong jor
E : boh heart is like tat geh lo....! (laugh)
K : not la not la

2 peoples keep laughing in the car -,-
no paiseh no embarrassed feeling
just joking around LOL
:D

(post this just for laugh, no others meaning)

2010-01-17T06:29:00.000-08:00

my phone is spoiled.
half of the buttons cannot press ady.
='(
lau-ya ba-lia phone!

went shopping with shin teng on saturday.
i bought lots of clothes.
weeee~^^
but she bought more than me.. mine double 0,0
guess how much she spent??
rm440 !!!!~ WOW right?
that day was a tiring day. hands and legs' muscle are so darn tired.
saw my ex at low yat -.-
teng's bf so so so 38! he walked in to the shop!!
mr.R saw me and we smile till so embarrassed! >.<
i know she is seeing this.. HAHA
blerrrk =P
don't have any photos to upload here.
all the photos in her camera =)

my face getting worst day by day sighs

today is my mom bday. 17/01
bought her a top =)

P/S : I.M.Y.I.L.Y I.C.E.F.Y F.A.E
(someone was tried translate into a sentences but shes wrong =b)

:) or :(

2010-01-15T00:05:00.000-08:00

m12 n m13's test were done.
m11's test on next monday.
m1 n m2's test on next wed n thurs.
next tues-thurs' schedule had changed to 1pm-5pm
thinking how am i go home. =(
sis is not free after 4pm she cannot fetch me.
sighs*

tomorrow will going out with my ex secondary class mate-shin teng
=)
such a long time didn't meet her since last year june
i guess....
shopping and also for bank-in to a people
cause i bought a top from an on9 boutique ^^
don't know how to bank-in at all.
-.- will know after tomorrow hehe

good luck to everyone who taking exam =)
god bless!

2010-01-11T09:03:00.000-08:00

miss him badly
miss his voice
miss his face
miss his hugs
miss his kisses
miss the moment he looking at me and tell me he love me
miss the moment he joking with me tell me to get marry with him

love him

H.I.M

2010-01-09T09:19:00.000-08:00

他
可说是对我很重要的一个人
很需要很依靠很爱的一个人
一个我不舍得跟他离开的人

他
不是我的初恋情人
不是我的男友之中对我最好的
不是特别帅的哈哈*
不是我一见钟情的
但不知道为何对他的感情特别深
深得连我自己都觉得奇怪

根本就没想过和他会超过两年
因为我最久的恋情只有半年
真的出乎所料跌破很多人的眼镜吧

和他一起后我变了
变到什么都以他为先
曾经有个朋友问我
eh, elaine.. last time u not always go out with ur frens meh?
y nowadays didn't go out jor? accompany ur bf a? wahh not look like u woh
last time u not like that geh woh.....
哈哈！自己也不会答只会傻笑

曾经对朋友信誓旦旦的说
我一定不会被男友控制到的最讨厌就是将
也不会因为有了男友而不跟朋友见面
睬他都傻。。。。
现在想到都好笑 -。-
完全调转了嘛！没用啊你！姓梁的
只是对他才会。。以前的真的睬他都傻哈哈哈！

习惯了粘着他
每天都见到他
知道将是不好的
因为会腻对吧？
改变不了了嘛。。。不打紧拉

姓刘的！我很爱你！！！
每次对你说只是对你才将好你都不信
衰人！早知道就对你衰点！
没用的家伙！！！

a very random post =D

2010-01-08T20:41:00.000-08:00

as the title, this will be a very random post.
just ignore it.
^^

final is coming on 13th march.
many things have to memorize.
brain juice is drying -.-
i hate TFC. im suck on it.
2 paper to go. fail one of it, gotta retake on sept.
fail again, pay money and wait for next year march.
don't wanna waste my time and money.
=(
22nd,23rd and 24th have a taman negara trip.
i couldn't make it. sob*
need to save up my money for CNY and also shanghai trip on june.
$$$$$$$$__$$$$$$$$

wanna dye my hair and have a hair cut.
my hair is super duper ugly.
H-A-T-E

haven't buy any clothes for CNY
even shoe.
='(
i want shopping!
i want moneyyyy!

oh yeah, i need a car.
T.T
when can i have my own car?
few years later??
i need now!
all about money again.
no money, no anything.

i miss him madly!
i can't understand a man's mind.
it was like their mind are more complicated than girls!
they like to keep things inside their heart!
say out laa! c2p
-.-

nowadays many on9 boutique huh?
like very easy to earn money gam.
hahas! saw many girls bought clothes from them.
even need to pay a quite exp poslaju fees.
if i have enough money, i hope i can make one too! XD
maybe share with my sis. haha
not bad huh =]

my face getting worsttttt!
SOB!
i drank lotsss of water. no use
sigh* pimples like me much recently.
keep popping out on my face. -.- pls la u are ugly.
i don't like u. go away! ish
don't try to ask me eat some veges.
nonono... haha.
maybe lack of sleep. should sleep early.
but i already used to sleep at around 5am ><
sighs.

Mr Lew
i ♥ u

照*

2010-01-07T08:50:00.000-08:00

本人还蛮喜欢拍照的
个人双人或大合照
但这不代表自恋
只能说我喜欢拍照
想把自己的记忆拍下来
好让以后我可以回想一些已经忘记的画面
开心的搞笑的幸福的朋友的家人的爱人的

有些人觉得拍照很烦
就像 A君和B君出去
A君一直拉着B君拍照
B君会觉得拍一张不就够了吗？
你有够烦没
但是 A君的出发点是善良的
他只想把你和他的回忆留起来
当你们没见面，又或者几年后看回
你就知道那照片的好处在哪
或许你遗忘了的那段回忆照片能帮你勾回来

我就是酱♥

the 1st and the last =)

2010-01-02T08:21:00.000-08:00

01012010 first day in 2010
watched bodyguards and assassin at LM
saw tungtung ^^
chitchat a lil while
slim jor byk!!!
leng nia =)

welcome 2010 :D

31122009 last day in 2009
an outing with Regine n Theresa
we had planned that meet at TS around 11.
but then i woke late.
so i reached there around 1145.
when i walking to TS,
a 'xiao meimei' asked me,
jiejie, how to go Sg.w? (in mandarin)
haha

met them at 3rd floor. Gine already bought a shirt.
fast dou....><
we changed our location to SGW.
just bought a sling bag.
they bought alotsss stuff! envy-nyeee
where is my shopping mood gone?!?
yumcha at T-Bowl quite nice. the food not really taste good. we tried their vanilla ice-cream. so darn slow oni we got our ice-cream.

we having a rest at starbucks. =) drink and snap HEE

wait BB to pick me n SASA at cempaka station around 8 stg.
CD with BB at home.
went to Station1 @ p.indah had supper with BB ^^ at 3am o,o
still many night ghost at there.

bye, 2009!

X'mas ev3 2oo9 :b

2009-12-24T23:29:00.000-08:00

went to ts n sw with BB in the noon.
cause his cousin brother want to meet his frens.
so i tag along.

BB n me did the fish spa
our 1st time HEE
really not used to it at first cause too geli le!
hahaha
but then felt okie already.
BB's foots attracted many fish -,-
compare to mine.

arrived home 945
pick up mommy n daddy to aunt's house
a small party over there
my both cousin sisters n their bfs,
mommy daddy aiya bro(YEW) me n BB,
my aunt n her daughter YANYAN,
and two more kids.
my brother count down with his frens at sw i guess.
around there ba. so he came after it around 2am -,-

daddy n i
KFC satay nuts wain
our foods haha
played mahjong, cards and 'dai wah sek'
gambling
mahjong

more photos in the camera.
so that's it.
=]

♥ u

Merry Christmas Peoples!

merry christmas :P

2009-12-23T09:33:00.000-08:00

daddy came back from SIN today.
bought a SE W995 for my bro!
envyyyy!!!
8.1 megapixel nehh!
my bro didn't take much photo de
how waste if he uses this phone! ='c
sobsob

daddy bought a box of FERRERO ROCHER for me.
my favvv chocolate!
lurp lurp ^^
have 24 but now only left half. HEE
i can eat finish in a day actually haha
but daddy scold -.-

x'mas eve tommorow
gonna celebrate with my family at my aunt's house
a lil party there
mahjong with daddy, aunt n sis's bf
i knew to play a bit de XD

PS wanna watch ALVIN n THE CHIPMUNKS 2!

181209-191209

2009-12-19T23:11:00.000-08:00

thought to watch AVATAR at 10pm
reached LM around 950 -.-
only left the first roll so we bought 12am tickets
the first 4th roll 0,o

went to ' e sek mou yau'
BB having his dinner there
the time still early so we went to a CC around there
until 1130

this movie is awesome.
thumbs up up **

at the last 15mins, suddenly the theater is all black
i mean we heard the sound but then ntg came out.
the light on the side turn on and all the peoples were scolding bad words -.-
few minutes ago, only can continue our movie
but the exciting feels gone -.-
sigh!
LM theater soooo balia (my language, means teruk)

went shopping with my NINI on the next day.
3 places we had went -.-
my legs my hands my shoulders were painnnn
sigh. getting old.
didin't captured any photo that day
and also not in a shopping mood :c
just bought 2 bras.
Kenken came to meet us up at pav
yamcha at wongkok n fetched us back.
talked craps on the way back home -.-
(so damn mou liu couple, oopss!)
HAHA

女生们的心声

2009-12-16T08:43:00.000-08:00

found out this on facebook few days ago
meaningful :)
let share with u
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完全道出女生们的心声

你可知道
要女人清晨醒來
淩亂的面對一個愛的人
是需要有很大的勇氣

你可知道
當女人被男人
脫去自己的衣服
一絲不掛的在他面前
是需要多少的愛

你可知道
女人為什麼會背朝你睡
因為她不喜歡看你的背影
如果你以後抱著她睡
她會安心一整個晚上

你可知道
女人把每一次的愛情
當作是初戀
也是這輩子最後一個來愛

你可知道
女人那麼愛吃醋不是因為不相信你
而是你在她心中太美好
她不希望這種美好倒映在別的女人眼中

你可知道
深愛你的女人在沖你發火以後
自己卻轉身不斷啜泣

你可知道
當女人頂著哭花的臉
走在街上
不管是不是有人在看她時
她的心已經快要死了

你可知道
她只會對她愛的男人嘮叨
也只會對她在乎的人耍性子

你可知道
她的任性她的壞脾氣
其實都只是在對你撒嬌
希望你更重視她

你可知道
假若她不愛你
她根本不會對你發火
不會希望你去哄她
更不會為你掉眼淚
因為她不愛的人沒那本事

你可知道
當你離開她
留下她獨自一人
她有多大的期待和恐懼

而這一切都只是因為她愛你
而這一切都因為你還不夠懂她

女人知道太多不該知道的事情
男人不知道太多該知道的事情
於是，你們爭吵，你認為她脾氣不好，她認為你不夠遷就她

……
於是，你們冷戰，你以為她沒有完全接受你，她以為你不在乎她……

請給她一個擁抱一個吻，用你的擁抱你的吻去化解她心裏的悲傷和眼角的淚水。
因為她只是害怕你的冷漠、轉身和安靜。。。。。。。。。。

兩個深愛的人在一起，就要
互相包容，互相理解，互相體諒，互相信任，
否則當你們真正失去時將會遺憾終生。。。。。。
否則美好的未來也就在你們自己手中泯滅了！。。。。。。

希望每一個男人都能夠好好珍惜陪伴在你身邊的女人

她們為你付出過，不求回報

卻希望你們能夠讀懂，能夠牽著她們的手堅定地走下去

不要讓愛你的女人流淚

不要讓她傷心

更不要讓她絕望和死心！
因為女人一旦真愛了，失去她愛著的人
就意味著失去了整個世界...

女孩子20歲左右是她最美麗的。這時她的心地最善良，她有點成熟，又有點孩子氣。
男孩子20左右的時候是他最暗淡的日子，這時什麼都沒有，不能獨立又不想依賴，掙紮著彷徨著，尋找著自己的位置，所以如果一個男孩子在他20歲左右的時候遇見了與他年紀相當的女孩子，那一定要珍惜她，因為這個女孩子是用用自己最美麗的年華陪他走過了最暗淡的日子！女孩只有陪他走過，女孩將永遠幸福下去。

應該每個女孩都會身同感受吧..
女孩們的付出..
到底有多少男孩能看得到?
他們又願意花多少時間去理解?
朋友們..請好好珍惜你們身邊的人..
抓緊你們的幸福!
一直走下去..

P.S 麻煩睇完既男仔..唔好誤會呢篇文章既意思..
我分享這文章並不是想放大女生的優點或甚麼甚麼..
我也說了..這是女生的心聲
我只想讓些粗心大意的男生了解女生的想法而已..

i think not much guys can really know about girls.
maybe this can help u. even a lil bit :)

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2009-12-15T07:36:00.000-08:00

宝贝送我的手链断了
心痛

m12很难超复杂
头晕 @@

好想出去逛街
不想呆在家里
虽然没$$

..............................................♥

Princess and The Frog

2009-12-14T08:03:00.000-08:00

watched it!
u guys should watch it and u'll love it too!
haha

98% fulled in the theater.
many peoples sat at peoples' places.
when the peoples came, they gotta changed back to their own seats.
banyak ikan betul.

wanna watch ZombieLand wanna hangs out wanna shop till i drop!*
urghh :c

ulala~ ~ *

2009-12-11T04:16:00.000-08:00

last night went LM watched The Storm Warriors with BB at 10pm
s00000 many peoples.
it was like 95% fulled in the theater 0,o
nice meh ? -.- MANS' movie.
so many K Leh Feh. uhm....

wanted watch The Princess and The Frog AND ZombieLand :)

slept around 7am HEEE
woke up at 3stg. HOT like hell.

watching HK dramas.
hehe that's all :P

051209 - 071209

2009-12-07T01:07:00.000-08:00

followed BB back to seremban for few days.
his dad n niece's birthday.
on the same day 5th of dec
christmas cake. nice
the sweet gal HUI XIN damn like her

went to PD around 12am plus
took an hour to reach there
take off our slippers and walked around on the beach
the sand so smooth hehe
BB's

BB played mahjong with his bros
won hundred plus bucks
^^

back to kl today
i reached home at 2pm
BB back to his hse and be a pig again. =(
cause he played mahjong last night until 5am.

miss u laogong.
need u all the time

♡

2009-12-03T08:39:00.000-08:00

011209 ♥ tuesday
great outing with YY, YV, GG, DD, n SA =)
they gifted me a black dress. so sweet gals ^^
they treat me lunch too! hehe
we shop at 4pm stg until all the shops were closed. HEE
DAP be the 1st to leaving the group at 7pm plus.
up next, GINEGINE at 9pm.

here some pics we took :D

the dress :)

us ^^

more in fb ^^

from whye yinn =) nice draw! thx ^^
GineGine bought a slice of cake for me.
gimme a surprise HEHE
love u ^^
^^

301109 ♥ monday
received many birthday wishes from u guys.
fb and messages.
thx :) love ya all
appreciated ^@^

McD. our breakfast? hehe

going shopping with BB after class.
lunch at '18 fong mei'
didn't took any pic on that day :c
BB bought a shoes and i bought nothing.
hehe

291109 ♥ sunday
went to berjaya hills with BB
another great day! love it!
first time went there. quite nice :)
entrance fee 10ringgit per pax
Colmar Tropicale, Japanese TeaHouse and those garden.
japanese fried rice
love this HEHE
:]
my lovely hubby!!

after that, we were going to ts around 5pm.
so darn jam.
so nice ^*^

BB bought a bracelet for me ♥
lurp lurp =)

headed to shamelin have our dinner at pat gin pat san
around 7pm
BB like their food. taste not bad woh haha
BB wearing for me :) sweet~~~ HA
50bucks plus plus ...
i love him. really do.

271109-281109 ♥ seremban
watched Christmas Carol and Twilight New Moon
CC was not really interesting. not worth to watch.
thumbs up for Twilight.
but the ending was quite weird. hmm
love the hot guys haha

by BB =P

BB playing Feeding Fenzy -.-

Miss Elaine was finally legal =)
on the last day of Nov.
happy 18th birthday to me ♥

sagittarius ♥

2009-12-03T08:21:00.000-08:00

射手座──恨別離　　
很多時候，射手可以沒心沒肺的去追求，即使遭遇拒絕，也悲傷幾日，便精神飽滿從頭再來。但其實，射手並沒有旁人眼裡那麼灑脫，如果恰逢一個時間，有些心緒漂泊，射手便不會再輕易言愛，恨別離，寧可他不知道，也無法允許出現他離開自己的可能。
　　
射手座　　熱愛冒險，尋求刺激，一段充滿挑戰的感情經歷才能讓射手們打起精神來。越有難度，越覺得刺激，一不小心就讓愛火失去控制，只好一鼓作氣的追求到底。　
　
經典語錄1：愛，不要成為囚。不要為了愜意，便取締了我的自由……　　
經典語錄2：原來能為自己所愛的人吃苦，竟也是一種快樂，只是世上有幾人能享受到這種快樂　　

愛情保護傘　　個性風潮傘──射手座　　射手對長久的東西向來沒興趣，愛情保護傘也不例外，且不說遭遇不測風雲的天氣，單說風潮，年年歲歲不相似，到時是將傘變了，被保護的愛情暴曬或淋漓于街頭，還是幹脆連愛情也換了。生活是秀，愛情是秀，作為大街人眼中的風景線，茶前飯後談資閒話，其實也沒有什麼，只要那把特立獨行的傘不是遮羞布就行了。　
　
【別說射手女花心】射手座：陽歷11月23日～12月21日　　
在深秋轉初冬之際誕生的射手座，個性如煞那間轉變的氣候，急躁不穩定。射手女個性刁蠻、略帶男兒氣概，而且極善變，但她們的外表卻是不折不扣的淑女。這是由于她們具有特殊的氣質，且善于盛裝打扮。她們不會掩飾自己，內涵豐富，任何事都能侃侃而談。再者，她們的判斷力敏銳，做事也很幹脆。射手女非常愛好自由，而且好奇心很強。她們常想當個流浪者，到處去尋找新鮮的事物，對于射手座的妻子，丈夫最好不要束縛她們，否則她們很容易說「再見」。
她們很熱衷于集團結社，揮金如土是射手座女性的通病，她們只要去逛街，就會大包小包地抱回家。不過，她們也有一套理財方法，絕不會造成經濟赤字。外表很文靜的射手其實很開朗！有文藝天賦，愛唱愛跳。愛哭也愛笑。容易難過也容易快樂。玩起來會嚇人一跳！崇拜一切高尚的事物！很注重外表，更在意自身的智慧。大大咧咧的言行中會有很細心的一面。射手一般身材較高，是所有星座當中身材做好的一個星座！因為喜歡運動！又樂觀，有射手的地方一定有笑聲！　　

為人很誠實很天真很率直，好相處，容易受到異性的歡迎，同時又能得到同性的羨慕。所以有點高傲和超然的自信是自然的。就會經常聽到人說射手女很難追啊！射手不僅獨（和）立也不會帶給別人壓力！天生具有貴族氣息。特別在特殊場合，你很容易辨認出來！射手女容易傷害別人也容易被傷害！容易原諒別人也容易原諒自己！所以對待愛情的態度往往看得不是很重！但並不代表射手女花心！只是射手天生的桀驁不馴，怕被束縛！不願為別人改變，最怕妥協！溫柔的外表裡面包藏著野性，要想馴服她，一定要具備好幾把刷子才行哦。如果不是真愛一個人，你是很少聽到射手女對你有什麼承諾的！而如果你哪天遇到射手女為你改變並向你做出承諾，那她一定是很愛很愛你了!

酷愛旅遊是射手的天性，會把很多的金錢花在旅遊活動上。射手就是偏財運，有富貴命。射手女很健談，所以是個有名的批判家。但為人善良，害怕欺騙，討厭虛偽。視人人平等，重視友情，重色輕友對射手女來說很多時候是免疫的。　

如果你的女友是射手千萬別因此而懷疑她。只要你支持她，她會覺得你了解她信賴她，那她粘定你了！很多射手女的口頭禪是：“親愛的”、“寶貝”等等，無論對男性朋友還是女性朋友都會經常脫口而出，所以你不必大驚小怪。真正能吸引射手女的人，她只會用讓人無法抗拒的眼神告訴他：“你是我的”。　　

射手女是非常懂得浪漫的，喜歡主動，很少被動的。哪天被動了一定會逃得很快。所謂來無影去無蹤。射手女如果倒追，那可是攻擊性很強並且很準。有點霸道但也很讓人感覺甜蜜，情話綿綿，溫柔體貼，做得天一無縫。有時候電影裡看得到的浪漫情節，射手都會精心安排帶給你驚喜。叫你不愛她很難。可是她的熱度只是短暫的。就像流星一樣劃過夜空，想想吧，一支箭的速度，得到後，就可能要冷卻一段時間了，射手女常常會讓人哭笑不得。所以叫人愛也不是恨也不能。這也是射手女的魅力所在。叫眾人不得不服，如果你想玩弄射手女的感情，鹿死誰手，還要拭目以待。射手就是死也一定先射死你。然後自己用樂觀來漫漫療傷。　這也是射手女低調的一面，冷處理，內心流血，臉上還是掛著笑。其實明白的人不多，是多麼讓人心疼又可愛的女射啊。射手女是最具勇敢也最具有個性的，想象力豐富得可怕。預測能力超強，有預言家的風範。

射手女是典型的外熱內冷，外表熱，其實有一顆冷冷的心，內心有一種憂鬱，獨（和）立的外表裡頭擁有一顆敏感而極其脆弱的心。喜歡被保護的感覺。　　說射手女花心真的很不公平，說射手女喜歡玩感情遊戲更是大錯特錯。說射手女分不清楚友情和愛情簡直荒謬。在她們的內心正愛只有一個，一旦愛上，嘴上花了心裡卻處處為心愛的人著想，自律性很高，對自己的另一半絕對忠誠，絕對的負責。同樣她也會給對方同樣程度的信任。所以如果你欺騙她那對她造成的傷害可想而知。看射手女有一大堆異性朋友，那都是被射手女認為只是朋友的朋友。甚至像兄弟姐妹一樣的朋友。射手女對朋友很熱情，反而對自己的愛人忽冷忽熱，因為她怕失去主動權，別介意，就這個性格。就這麼冷酷。但一定是專一的。很多跟射手女分了的後來都會後悔。對不起，一旦射手女跟你說再見了，九頭牛都拉不回，很少有射手女說再見後會回頭的。她會跟你說再見並不是變心愛上別人，而是你真的傷到她的心了。

很多時候射手女把自尊看得很重要。也有點固執，一旦愛了，或許就一生一世了，如果你不懂得珍惜那你千萬別讓她愛上你。等她一頭鑽進去時，她愛得比誰都還認真。並且達到癡情的份上。愛過射手女的你們應該體會過吧。告訴你，只有同樣勇敢和不怕死的最後才能抱得美人歸喔！　　

射手女喜歡咬人，但不是誰都有這種待遇的，這種舉動只有她心愛的人才有這種殊惠。愛你會在你不經意時咬你，不愛你看著都累。射手女非常感性，容易被感動，天生淚線淺，掉眼淚就像笑很正常的。不信你帶她去看一部感人的電影或電視劇，你一定得為她準備幾包紙巾。因為射手女的她太善良了，憐憫又使射手女顯的多麼高貴。她怎麼能夠不受歡迎呢？　　

射手唯一缺點，表裡不一啊，心無城府，一張嘴好話壞話全出來了。容易得罪了人還不知道。你有什麼秘密千萬別跟射手女說，她能憋住鬼才信，口才好的她能把死得說活，活得說成死了。你根本分不清楚哪句是真的哪句是假的。你認為是真的那一定是真的，你認為是假的，不久的將來一定變成真的了，前面提到過，射手女是預言家啊。但她在別人面前表現出來的全是真實的一面。你不信也得信。射手女她就有這樣的說服能力。這裡要提醒所有一樣可愛的射手女們：小心提防身邊的小人啊。豁從口出，沉默是金，這句話大家一定要記住

haha! so true! yes, i'll bite my BB :D
once i told u i really fall to u, i meant that.
im not that flower heart, plssss
i can cry easily. yes, very easy HAHA
i can shop till i drop XD if im in the shopping mood =)
not really like to control by people, accept the one i love. yeah, changed bcos of him.
♥ that's me. xoxo

r.a.n.d.o.m

2009-11-24T03:34:00.001-08:00

phobia2
waiting BB to watch wit me
kinda outdated
:'(

if it was happened on few years ago,
im glad to have it.
i didn't mean anything.
just spread out whats in my mind.
no others meaning.

be back with him
the last chance for him
hope he'll does what he has promised me
don't ever disappoint me.

W H A T E V E R

♥

201109 - 231109

2009-11-23T03:58:00.000-08:00

201109
弄了指甲彩绘粉红+白喜欢
剪了刘海头发都坏了讨厌

211109
跟家人吃steamboat
半夜12点看2012 跟他
上次看tsunami哭到比较多
这套戏也不赖蛮真的

221109
花了整天时间跟他一起
晚上走夜市

231109
本来他6点要上关丹
但为了我，他10点才上
因为要载我上学

他说帮我弄生日叫我的朋友一起
但上了college的都很难抽时间
也不想那么麻烦大家所以我说不了
普普通通得过也不错嘛

♥

191109

2009-11-19T08:41:00.000-08:00

我的决定是对是错？

昨晚他找我
写了几封信息他就打来
谈了好多东西
好与不好已知与不知
我好像误会了他一些事
但那些事不足以令我回心转意
开始谈的时候我都装到没感情似的
后来才忍不住哭了出来
他打来的时候就已经哭了哭到我们谈完
宝贝哭到很厉害我知道他的心很痛但我更痛
对不起宝贝你说的对我还爱你但我没承认
对不起不否认你真的很疼我爱我但有些事情就是发生了
我们心里都有一根刺拔掉了也会有个伤痕这个事实是改变不了的
你跟我说你已经开始存钱了已经在为我们的未来打算了
存够了就要跟我结婚生宝宝我听了哭得更厉害
但也觉得很甜蜜可是我的嘴巴很坏我说我看不到我们有未来
就算结婚也不是跟你我的宝宝也不想有你酱不疼妈咪的爸爸
你哭着对我说爸爸很疼吗咪的但是妈咪不知道我心很痛
对不起宝贝你说要跟我过生日三年以来只帮我庆祝过一次
所以这次你要帮我弄一个很好的生日过了那天不会再烦我我真的很想
但我说不要你已经跟我没关系了也不想再看到你
你哭到很厉害你哭越厉害我的心越痛但我不能说出口

2009-11-18T08:43:00.000-08:00

why u find me bek?
why now only u told me tat u love me?
why dont u appreciated me earlier so u wun lost me?
why u made i said much of cruel words to u?
why u disturb me when i just wanna forget about u?
why u made me cried again bcos of u?
why u still havent understand the problem between us?
why?!

i hate u

new life beginning *

2009-11-17T03:23:00.000-08:00

broke up with him.
im fine.
no worries about me.
thx for all ur guys' concern.
im glad i still have lotsa frens care about me :D
hehe

started all the things without him.
i knew i can did it.

single lady is enjoying her life ♡

forget the pass and i'll live my life better than before.
concentrate on my study and have fun with my frens :P

friends are important to me.
love ya all ♡

birthday wishlist :D

2009-11-10T03:14:00.000-08:00

1. bag (small, big, sling)
2. dresses =)
3. nice tops
4. shoes (sandal, sneaker, heels? :) )
5. a nice purse
6. cyber-shot phone
7. shorts XD
8. skinny jeans
9. cash of cos! :P
10. unforgettable night? :)

20days to go.

happy birthday to all Nov Babies <3

the 3rd post ♥ 以前 × 现在 × 以后 ♥

2009-11-08T07:24:00.000-08:00

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
以前 × 现在 × 以后

2007年2月
因为做工的关系认识了你
很多人都很好奇我们是怎么认识的
哈哈可能年龄的关系吧

2007年7月
我们一起了
我是抱着不认真的态度来看待我们这段恋情

2007年9月
对你说我想分开
不到两个星期
你找回我我们又在回一起

在这段时间里我们也有分开过
又在一起
整一年多了

2008年12月
我们之间发生了些问题
我做了一个很错的决定
错到我现在都还在后悔
令到越多问题出现了
也不能全怪你
因为是我做错第一步先

2009年5月
我们又再次的再回一起
问题陆续出现

2009年6月7月
最多问题的月份

2009年10月
问题一直重复
也多了样问题

2009年11月
希望我们的问题都能解决
一切不好的都能结束
开开心心的在一起
就如我们刚一起酱每天都那么的甜蜜
♥

真没想到
认真的没有结果
原以为玩闹的却是真正属于我的 ♥

老婆不担保我们以后会怎样
但至少现在我是真正爱你的
也会尽我能力的爱你爱到永远

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

good luck =]

2009-11-08T00:34:00.000-08:00

M9 test on tomorrow
RISM GANG, study hard ya =)
good luck to us hehe

P/S: 爱你是幸福的

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

7.11.09 ♥

2009-11-07T18:34:00.000-08:00

my silly hubby ♥

woke up at 7am n went to BB's hse
slept again
haha =]
until 2pm stg woke up and went for breakfast
after that we decided to go ts
back to our own home n have a shower
headed to ts at 4pm plus
raining heavilyyyyy
i saw thunder in purple color nice color XD

bought BB 2 shirt
a normal strip tee and a formal type shirt ( secretly)
MUAHAHA =D

BR the next =)
chocolate chip n jamoca duno wat jor
4got the name
yumyum ^^

uglier pic (i mean me)

at night we having dinner at shamelin
bat gin bat san
with my mum, my aunt n my cousin sis YAN

just did half of my plan =[
planned to bought a shirt secretly ( /)
bought a cake to BB ( X )
brought him to eat BR ( / )
n dinner with him ONLY ( X )
tot to chang toi geuk 1
but the place i wanted go is outdoor one
raining ytd tats y i cancelled it n joined my family
=[
BB doesn't mind but i felt sorry to him
sorry BB :-* mwahs*!!

we didn't take much pic ytd =( this pic not nice

back to his hse and did some facial =)
blackhead removal
BB said i looked like a pig -.-

( he was the same ) XD BB dota-ing

next morning, woke at 7am.
BB pack his stuffs to kuantan, out at 7.30am
left me in the hse, alone.
so, cleaned his room while wait my aunt came to pick me home at 9.40
his room became so so so tidy =] hehe
love ya my BB mwahs ～*

2009-11-06T09:41:00.000-08:00

11.7.09

生日快乐宝贝

♥

2009-11-06T02:33:00.001-08:00

说不出口的爱
忘记不了的情

God wants u to know that....

2009-11-05T05:20:00.000-08:00

...you are not to shut love out of your life by saying it is impossible to find and keep.
The quickest way to find love is to give love. If you want it too badly, you will not find it. The most secure way to keep love is to give it space and care to grow. If you hold it too tightly, you will lose it.

singapore best? $o$

2009-11-04T03:43:00.000-08:00

finished my class at 3pm
my sis told me that she doesn't come to pick me up until i called her at 4

tot to gonna waste my 10bucks on taxi
but then, my classmate MANI asked me
where u're going? how u back?
i told him im going back by taxi =(
he told me he can fetch me n asked me where am i living
told him all that then only i realized that usually he drove motor to skul
so i said, but i afraid of motor woh >.<
he told me im drove car today
im like MUAHAHA yippie!! can save up my money ^^
thanks MANI ^^Y

we chatted on the way home, he has work at SIN b4
4got what he work as, something like hes just order the people work
and he do nothing. his BASIC salary was $2500
convert to MYR was RM6000++
$,$ just basic salary he can get RM6000plus
if u work in M'SIA how can u get this price??

M'SIA basic salary usually is RM900-RM1200
if u work more longer maybe u can get RM1500-RM2000
but the problem is how long only can get that?

ytd daddy called back from SIN n told me
he will apply a 'residence permit' for mami, bro n i
( if i din write wrong la, as long as u get the meaning )
he said its easier if my bro n i wanna go for further study or work over there
hmm.. not bad huh..
can earn double money $$$
HOHO

M'SIA cant earn much money
its like got limit one -.-
enuf use enuf save only
kesian kesian
i will think for it if i have a chance =)

all the best leong yee ling
good luck to everyone
good luck to those students whose facing SPM

♥

2009-11-03T05:43:00.000-08:00

another tears dropped day

what a LUCKY day

2009-11-02T05:11:00.000-08:00

thanks to god.
im sick again.

last night didn't sleep at all
stomachache the whole night
2am pain until 8plus am
gosh! headed to skul at 9.30am
still pain.
sigh

felt cold all the time
even i wore 2 pieces of shirt
stomachache + fever = die
tmr exam. but not going to skul
might retake on wednesday
if i can. HEEE

i hate when i am sick.
eat roti kosong, panadol, medicine n etc.
grrrr...

BB is coming back at midnight from kuantan.
tmr is our 999 anniversary days
but im sick :'( cant go out to celebrate with him
wish i can recover asap
=)

p/s : I LOVE U, U'RE THE ONLY ONE IN MY HEART. ALWAYS. ♡

latest updates :D

2009-10-31T23:54:00.000-07:00

wuuhooooo....
such a long long time didn't update my blog
my blog was mess up by my lazyness
hmm....

wow i have lotsa things wanna blog HAHA
but seems like im not remember all of it
trying to reload my old memories :)

1st, my last post was about PG class
makeup, formal dressing n etc.
lets have a look at the pics

2nd, i had watched JENNIFER'S BODY n POKER KING
in the same night
JB 1st at 9pm, Leisure Mall PM at the rest time n PK at 12.30am
with my beloved ♥

3rd, something bad happened on me
i meant, really BAD
finally, i had go through of it
i won't let that happens on me AGAIN
NEVER
sorry

B, u know i need u all the time
i love u

4th, .......... **thinking**
oh yeah, my classmates had a BBQ party on last sat night at their hostel
to celebrate 'da jie' 21st bday
i can't make it :'(
sorry guys
i knew all of u enjoyed the night much rite? =)
love ya all XOXO

5th, i was sicked few days ago
thanks to anyone that concerned me
especially two of u
u guys helped me lots HAHA
thanks **lurp lurp** :B
u know who i mean =)

6th, 3rd of Nov
the 999 days anniversary of BB n me!!!
but BB at kuantan :'(
we can't celebrate this special day of us
BIG SIGH *

7th, 7th of Nov
BB BIRTHDAYYYYYYYY !
on this saturday
what should present him???
goshhh! killing me =(
low of cash too >"< size="2">last but not least,
LYL love LWL
♥

TADAA =]

2009-10-06T00:52:00.000-07:00

early in the morning wake BB up at 5.3oam
continued slept until 9am
had my breakfast - egg toast
something like that~ egg with bread HAHAs
=D

headed to school by taxi
costs me RM11 O.O
T_____T sobs
maluri so darn near also expensive like hell
DAMN!!

PG tomorrow
PG > Personal Grooming
we'll have a senior teach us about makeup, appearance and etc
cool right? XD

yeshhh! Pizza Hut my lunch!!!!!!!!
ate Hawaiian Supreme
mmmmm~~~ TASTYYYYY!
spend RM24 for it
quite expensive oo..

BB, i miss u
BB, i love u
mwahhs! ♥

fast food so jahat !! =]

2009-10-05T09:11:00.000-07:00

sunny day.. kena covered face with sunglasses and tissue to avoid UV ray XD

i had gained my weight!!
HAHA

ate alotsss in these few days
end up my night with supper
KFC *yoohoo*!!
with BB =)
mwahhs!

my lunch for tomorrow might be Pizza Hut
**clapss**
fast food ---> my FAV XD

M3 exam on tomorrow
2hrs seat for exam then balik rumah
sooooO free~
BB not at here again so gotta spend my day at home
T__T

THE UGLY TRUTH

2009-09-29T09:56:00.000-07:00

>movie with nini on last sunday
at pavilion

The Ugly Truth
a funny movie
with the realistic relationship between men and women
couples should watch it!
XD
i might watch it again with my BB
HAHA!

Kak Yunni

Kak Ni looks Q

Kak Ling =P

nitez buddies <3>

appreciate ♥

2009-09-29T09:23:00.000-07:00

We're fine now.
so extremely happy!
I LOVE U
Mr Lew
the only one i ♥
no more next time, remember our promises.
♥ hugs n kisses ♥

Love u once, love u still
always have, always will
♥♥♥♥♥

tired

2009-09-27T04:56:00.000-07:00

im tired.
after a half day shopping.
lack of sleep.
the problem i have facing now.
my brain keep 'talking' to me.
im confusing.
im no idea why.
im like have no energy to think anything.

Ｔｉｒｉｎｇ　Ｎｉｇｈｔ

2009-09-24T13:51:00.000-07:00

Just finished refreshed my blog =)
last night i had pressed wrong something made my blog 'changed'
all the links, pics, songs and many more DISAPPEARED
that's why i gotta make it all over again
TIRING
gonna change my blog banner soon HEHE

TSUNAMI AT HAEUNDAE
the best movie in the month
touching yet funny =)
i cried for it HA!
BB laughed me and said me '哭包'
BB so cold-blooded!

BB has to go kuantan later
early in the morning
5.30am kena wake up
pity BB ='(

2009-09-23T10:46:00.000-07:00

these few days also stayed in BB's house in Seremban
quite boring................
canceled the trip to Cameron Highlands and also Genting Highlands
SOB!

G-FORCE
it was just normal, for me
hmm... not as funny as i expected
but they are still CUTE!! XD

BB went fishing AGAIN with his fren n his bro
hemm.... they were TOO like to FISHING n i don't!
terpaksa followed them >.< mosquitoes bites again -.- yam gongggg ~ ~ ~
they caught 5 fishes and 1 of it patah line....
the fish too big imagine that HAHA!
BB smelly ~ ~ ~ EEEE!

BB, BB's bro, BB's Fren

next day, brought the kids to city park. LOVE her

i dono why i so love my BB
bcoz of the 2 years ++ relationship??
or i do REALLY love him?
or sudah biasa?
REALLY LOVE HIM FOR SURE! HAHAs!
<3 <3 <3 love u 99!!!

coming up nexttttttttt -> Group Assignment (T_T)

nitez =)

Selamat Hari Raya XD

2009-09-18T07:08:00.000-07:00

no school on next whole week
darn free! yippie!!

hmm.. tmr will follow BB back to seremban for 2 or maybe 3 days
after that might go to cameron highlands >.<

2day out with tungtung, amanda, n nini for celebrations of ni's bday
Happy Birthday gal! <3 ***
=)

**din take a group photo sigh**

uh huh~ ntg to blog edi
sayonara XD

happy <3

2009-09-13T09:27:00.000-07:00

watched 3 movies in these 3 days
HOHO*

waiting for the next movie -> G-Force !!!
hehe i like all the hamsters much much!! <3
especially the lil fatty =)

today gaigai with BB n his cousin at TS.
i only bought a mini skirt have been long time didn't wear mini skirt as well HAHA

BB thought to buy a pair of couple ring for me
we din buy it
BUT BB bought a pair of necklace to me XD
the necklace have our photo and can write anything on it
it costs us RM80 for one pair exp or cheap? HAHA no idea
the front

the back

i love it <3
thx BB~ muackz**
♥

updates =)

2009-09-10T14:04:00.000-07:00

done my proposal
finished M2 n Convention exam.
quite hard =( even we can refer to book
not much time to find answer actually
coming next : group assignment
end of the month gotta finish it.. hmmm...

APPRECIATE
this word is just so meaningful
isn't it?

how to maintain a relationship well is a knowledge
not everyone can 'understand' it

friendship, love even family
it's hard to maintain a long relationship
so when u do, try to appreciate it
bcos not everyone is as lucky as you
some people maybe try very hard about it but they still can't get it

love everyone that is surrounding u
care about them
with ur heart
♥

Morning, everyone.

2009-09-06T15:40:00.000-07:00

yeah, its 7am now.
blogging in this early early hour of the day end up with my proposal
still havent done yet ='(

this few days also slept at 6am ++
gawdddd! im tired! T_T
acne became more and more and moreee =(
have to do some facial *sigh*

okie, beh tahan edi.
gotta slp! 'nitez'!!!!!

HIM <3

2009-09-02T09:30:00.000-07:00

BB bought a new cell phone when we were in Seremban
SE C905 =) cyber shot with 8MP *woohooo!!*
nice phone but quite big size for a gal or maybe me HA!

this is the photo taken by B's phone
my hubby and his baby <3

BB at kuantan AGAIN *sob*
he need to go kuantan around 3 or 4 days in a week
he will keep on going there in this few months
BB, i miss u BADLY ='(

i love my hubby ❤ he loves his baby

XOXO 4ever =)

3.35am

2009-09-01T12:21:00.000-07:00

im still doing my proposal
its really hard
its not easy as u think
gonna work harder for it

no on9 in this couple days
followed BB back to his home in seremban for 4 days.
watched The Orphan on Monday night with BB n his bro.
Niceeeee movie XD like it much much!! Max is just so cute!! *wink*

but i had wasted 4 days to no do my proposal
a bit regretted T_T

tmr have classes at 10AM
have 2 wake at 9am
wondering if tmr cant wake up HAHA

gonna sleep now although im havent finish my proposal.
nitez!!!! ^^

rushing for my proposal =(

2009-08-26T09:22:00.000-07:00

actually im doing my proposal now
wan to have some rest. just let me stop a lil while
proposal dead line is on 30th aug BUT it is on sunday so no class
31st aug, next mon tak yah cakap no class oso
next tuesday no class OSO! replacement i think.
so........ wednesday gotta pass it up. (wonder y our lecturer set on sunday weird!) -.-

uhmm, i have totally no idea of it.
seriously totally No idea! im sucks!
what to do? i have no choice. diz proposal have 30marks.
1/3 of whole marks. gosh! i NEED to do it even i DUNO anything about it.
okie, i'll try my best..

gotta continue on my proposal. ciaoz =)

bing bang bong =)

2009-08-23T08:47:00.000-07:00

1st, i want to say that my ic is not at my side
ytd went out with BB so he took it for me n i were forgot 2 take it back.
some more he was at kuantan now n need stay around 3days over there SHIT*
so when police block or check ic or stg like that....
habis la i T_T " moi, u dari china ke?" ><
~sigh

2nd, shopping with NiNi 2day.
i bought a top =D
she bought two =X
lunch at 'sek hou' tea at 'wong kok'
tried on dresses at F21
we had took a few photos there. all taken by Ni's phone
my phone oni have 2 -.- coz no battery T_T
Ni's cutie look HAHA

gotta bz of other stuffs, so tats all =) nitez

Gathering with the crazier gals XD

2009-08-17T10:48:00.000-07:00

gathering with Amanda n Yunni at Fun Ok Cafe
=D

amanda fetched us
MUAHAHA ~scaryyy~ =P

we had no meet each other for few months edi
bz of own stuffs
finally 2day we went out yimteh ^^
quite fun, we were too noisy over there hahaha
laugh laugh laugh n laugh XD

waiting for the next outing ^^

Mr Lew, i miss u muchhhh!!
mwahs :-*

random*

2009-08-09T08:06:00.000-07:00

爸爸拜五从新加玻回来了
拜二又要回去
一个小时前
爸爸妈咪姑姑开了一瓶红酒来喝
cockburn's 1815 20% alcohol
我只喝了三口因为这酒很'kang'
哈哈但这酒不错很醇 =）
我少喝酒了所以不大能喝要练练

宝贝又去关丹了='(
好想他
而且爸爸想见见他都不能哈哈哈

我呢。。又跑去剪刘海了
我的额头好高 T_T
刘海夹了起来超难看
而且额头烂了（因为油脂粒和一些暗仓印）
T______T 所以没出外都会夹上来
避免越来越多（可怜）

conference proposal 动都没动过
月尾要交了怎么办？
又不明白它在说什么
明天一定要问朋友啊！！！不能懒了
不然没分数就惨

+u+u!!!!

**抛开烦恼，笑笑过着每一天**
**做不到的，就不要勉强自己，尝试放松，你会发觉其实这并不困难**

miss my frensssssssssssssssss!

2009-08-04T09:28:00.000-07:00

long time didn't meet my frens edi
after every1 started their college life
busy with their own stuff

is like lost contact with all of them

=( i miss ya all

wanted have a drink with u guys
chit chat , shopping , movieee
anythinggggg!

sigh

miss miss miss !!

find me call me text me la =((

unlucky day sob

2009-08-02T05:18:00.000-07:00

FRIDAY
-
-
followed my baby n his cousin bro to serviced his car
arrived there edi
suddenly i felt dizzy n wanted 2 vomit
i just told my B i wanted 2 go washroom
he asked his cou' bro bring me go
just walked few steps, my eyes started get blurred @.@
n.................... i thought of around 30 seconds oni i awaken
i can felt tat my head was extremely pained~!!
and B keep asked me :' laopo, wat happened to u??!? y u fainted?!?? dun scared me!! how was ur head?!? n bla bla
he told me that i fallen down n hit my head straight on the floor tats y my head was pain until now T,T
booshh~~~~~~~ fainted in front of 3 strangers, B's cousin bro n B
so EMBARRASSED!!!! B told me, im frightened him. sorry dear =D
n i have no idea y i felt unwell so sudden n get faint -.- but now im fine haha
i din tell my mami haha n i asked B dun tell also =)

SATURDAY
-
-
my head still pained T.T
plusssssss
my neck too -.-
no idea why.... maybe ' fan meh ging ' or when i fall that time made it
sob

SUNDAY
-
-
BB went to kuantan again
sigh

conference proposal havent start yet
T,T lazyness + boh heart + no idea how 2 start it

my mami told me, my bro WANTS to take my lappie
coz horr, his hostel duno got wat problem he cant use his own lap at there -.-
SO he wanted to take mine~!!! no wayyyyy~!!!!!!!!!! how i gonna SURVIVE without lappie
argghhhh! bad guy! wan rebut my lappie T__T
jahat punya oranggggggggggggg~!!!!! wait until sept ba.. i give u haha
i need 2 bring my lappie 2 skul 2 do my proposal
if u wan it, u wait it BLERRR!!

mr lew mr lew where r u =) haha

2009-07-27T08:29:00.000-07:00

went TS with regine today after skul
bought a bermuda shorts for my B
a photo frame 2 put our photos =D
n a pencil holder .. ermm stg like tat la.. made by small stone leng ^^

saw a small sling bag.. its quite nice
but i din buy it =(
coz i edi spend around 100 bucks
wondering where's my money gone ><
sigh

hmm.. B at kedah now
miss him badly
T.T
Mr Lew, do u noe how much i miss u???
wanted 2 c u, hear ur voice, n a warm hug from u SOB
!!!!!

lastly, I WAN TO GAIIIII
i wan i wan!!
lol
2day oni window shopping n it was not enuf !
MUAHAHA

peace ^^Y

i ❤ my babyboii !

2009-07-19T10:15:00.000-07:00

我答应自己这是最后一次

真的爱你

❤

2009-07-17T21:12:00.000-07:00

thursday we had a star cruise trip =)
cam-whoring all the time
hehe

here is some pics we took tat day

-
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Y^^Y

-
-
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more in fb n fs XD

hehe

later have to go to work
oni today haha
4pm-1am
TT

muackz^^

AGAIN

2009-07-15T09:08:00.000-07:00

im hurt
do u care?
no, u don't

trust u, u asked me to do so
when i started to trust u
what u did to me?

trust, sounds easy
but hard to do so

blublu~~~~~

2009-07-13T10:20:00.000-07:00

jz finished chatted with my LouGonG❤
^^
he asked me to sleep now
yeap.. NOW
muahaha but im still blogging right now
bluek~ =P
will sleep after bloggie =)

listening THE CLIMB
yeah nice song ~^^
❤❤❤ it

ermm.......
actually i have ntg 2 blog 1 la
felt that long time boh update my blog
so.......................... jz crapping around haha

k la gotta slp now~
nitez every1
^^ chaoz

希望爱是简单的

2009-07-08T10:48:00.000-07:00

和他好回了
其实这是我预料之中的
只是不知道会那么得快

他，
两年前已经一起了
去年年尾分手
隔了五个月的时间
又在回一起

合合离离很多次了
上一次是正式的分手

不晓得是否我顾虑得太多
总觉得我们之间在一起的感觉不像以前了
变质了吗？
不晓得

之间出现很多问题
和以前所出现的问题都不同
是另一个考验吗？
考验我们对对方的信任和包容吗？
或许还有更多的还没出现

越来越没有安全感

自己想太多
控制不到
头脑就是一直要去想
想有的没的

每天只会对自己说
不要去想不要去想
没有可能的不会的

有用吗？

没有

你说
我不会的
我答应你
你信我
我没有
真的

只说不做要我怎样信你？

我也不想对你发脾气
我喜欢吵架吗？
我不想的
我不伤心吗？

就是太爱你
就是太在乎你
所以不想失去你
越爱就越怕失去
对不起我爱你
❤

2009-07-06T23:07:00.000-07:00

it's time to end up
with million of unwilling

^^

2009-07-05T08:49:00.000-07:00

out with nini on saturday =)

oni bought 2 polo tee
went back home at 6.30pm

sot kia haha

on the way home

11.30pm went 2 movie wit my B at Leisure Mall
ice age 3 : dawn of the dinosaurs ( funny !! )^^

saw edwin n his gf twice(ex classmate)
1st, in the cinema.. we watched the same movie haha
2nd, after we left LM we met them at the traffic light -.-
haha their car jz stopped beside us ...
stunned a lil while then we laughed 2 each other hahaha

blur sobTT

2009-07-02T04:13:00.000-07:00

又一次的
错了不认
还理直气壮的说
我为什么要告诉你
。。
我即时呆了
心也沉淀了

吵了一轮
做了决定
你回我信说
：“。。。。。，他们对我很好，但我都选你，因为我真的爱你。。。。。”

难道这两年多来
我做的我付出的我怎样对你
都比不上她们对你的那几个月吗？？？

伤我的不是你骗我
是你对我说的那两句话

心真的痛

JKFL =D

2009-06-26T11:05:00.000-07:00

went 2 mid valley north point 2day
4 japan foundation

it was reli funnnn =))

learned some japanese sentences
knew about japan's culture
tried on kimono *happy*
hahaha

there hv a malay guy can speak japanese veli well
omg~ he so 'geng' haha

here is the pics we took 2day =)

^6^

elaine desu ^^

hahaha nitez =P

射手座

2009-06-25T09:24:00.000-07:00

刚从fb看了个测验关于星座的
对我而言是蛮准的

射手座

射手女生可能永远也不会知道自己想要的是什么，但是她一直都很清楚，她不想要的是什么。她总喜欢做幕后的看客，冷冷地，静静地看着一切，在她眼里，一切都在她的意料之中，她并不觉得有什么是新奇的，如果她表现得新奇，那是因为她觉得应该这样做。她像一个看戏的人，永远置身事外。你不要责怪她冷漠，这是她保护自己的唯一方式。她像一只刺猬，随时竖起自己身上的刺，但她的刺不会伤人，她只是用来武装自己。她不敢要太多的爱，她怕享受完爱之后，剩下的只是加倍的痛。所以当别人对她过度宠爱时，她不但不会欣喜，反而会惊惧地逃走，她不知道怎样回报别人对她的爱，如果你得到她的喜爱，那是因为她已经知道如何面对，如何回报了。她追求那种君子之交淡如水的境界。她懂得爱人，但她不习惯爱人，她知道爱往往伴随着恨，而恨，是太沉重的伤痛，也是太容易让人疲倦的感情。她不想痛，也就懒得去恨，于是，为了防范恨与痛的到来，她只好选择不爱，即使爱，也是淡淡的，冷冷的。别怪她，她是真的不知道如何专注。她有时也很虚伪。不要指责她，她之所以选择虚伪，那是你勉强她做她不愿做但又拒绝不了的事，她不习惯承诺，也不懂得拒绝，她最擅长的是难为自己。她不想你难过，只好令自己难过。她总是固执地认为自己有超乎寻常的承受力，她将自己想得太坚强，而把别人想得太脆弱。她老是担心自己的行为会让别人受到伤害。她不知道，受伤的其实是自己。只是她不知道如何表现出来，她迷糊得像别人所认为的那样，将自己当成一个百毒不侵的人。别以为她很洒脱，很多时候，她其实是放不下的-——她比任何人都要敏感，都要细腻，但她不会让你知道，她明白，即使你知道了，也是无济于事。她的心是把握不住的风，她渴望像风一样单纯而自由。她不是不想平静，她只是找不到平静的理由，她一生都无法明确自己在人世要扮演的角色，她只有不停地寻求，寻求自己最终的目的。如果她找到了，她会毫不犹豫地停下来，从此放弃心灵的漂泊。很遗憾，她永远也不会满足，她的追求永不停止。她的心再累，无法逼迫自己放弃梦想，梦想是她唯一的支撑点。千万别让她失望。因为她学不会原谅，她非常渴求完美，虽然她知道世间没有绝对的完美，但，她有绝对追求完美的执着。你若令她失望，她会不可挽回地离开，即使她的心在滴血，即使痛楚重得要压垮她的生命，她也绝不回头。那个时候，你在她脸上所看到的，是让人寒心的决绝。即使她还在你的身边，她的心也早就离你十万八千里，你看不到她的恨，但是你会感受到比恨还让人痛苦的冷淡。她的离开是心灵的离开。她可以在前半分钟对你好得让你受宠若惊，也可以在后半钟冷漠得让你不可接受。不要问她为什么这样善变，她也不知道。当你看到她在疯狂地快乐或悲伤时，千万不要迷惑，不管她看起来是多么的疯狂，她内心其实是冷静的，她比你们任何一个旁观者更知道如何处理快乐与悲伤，她只是习惯-——也可以说是喜欢将一切都变得疯狂。因为她觉得这是义务，也是权利，她是制造气氛的能手，她的一句俏皮话会让一切轻快起来，但她的一声叹息又会将一切都弄得很沉重。她总是不由自主地交错操纵着快乐与忧郁.她并不如你们看到的那么快乐，同样，也不如你们看到的那么忧伤，只是，她忧郁时，喜欢带上快乐的面具，而当她快乐时，忧郁又不肯轻易放过她。在她的世界里，盛着的不是快乐的源泉，而是她不愿在人前滴下的泪水。你看到的她，笑起来像一个孩子，你有时会认为她天真得像是童话里走出来的天使。但是，你若有心，你会看到她沉静时脸上挥之不去的忧伤，还有她的眼底，竟那么凝重地积压着一种看破红尘的味道。她只有在午夜无人的时候，才会完全地释放自己。她不会在众目睽睽之下表露她的无助，她的彷徨，她的沧桑。她心里的，是永远流不尽的泪。你所看到的坚强，只是她在竭力掩饰的脆弱

超爱这篇文章
完完全全的
表达到我内心深处的感受

哈哈

2009-06-22T09:33:00.000-07:00

^^
1st day of skul was actually quite fun =D
juz because of i joined class with theresa, kamkam, ah seng they all
hehehe~^^

lol jun intake oni hv 2 ppl included me ==
yam gonggggg ~~~
but it's okie la at least we can join with them
hahaha

this friday we will going 2 midvalley
4 the japan foundation
i think it's stg about japan's culture
peaceeeee =P

but how 2 go is a problem..... haha
will try 2 ask ah seng or whether kamkam whose can fetch =)
or maybe take LRT or KTM
( never take KTM b4 , n oso duno where 2 take )

gambateh leong yee lingggg~~~!!!
u still hv 21 month to go
sob T,T

everybody , do ur best =)
know wat?
we sure can do it! muahaha
tata ^^

2009-06-20T09:56:00.000-07:00

went to saloon with my sis 2day

my hair became shorter TT
it's now same with my bra length
sigh*

cut my fringe ^^
hmm..
1st time cut diz kind of fringe
hahaha
so...... its kinda weird muahaha!!!

plus
~
~
~
~
met somebody at the saloon
hahaha
saw my ex's younger bro n his gf
i knew his gf.. she was my secondary skul student
so i had smile wit her ^^
haha ni panggil jodoh =.=
like tat oso can met

=D

2009-06-19T10:07:00.000-07:00

呵呵
好久没update了

星期一开学了
虽然不是去什么大规模的学校
但心里难免也会有紧张的感觉
哈哈

希望我可以好好地读下去
不想让他们觉得
我只是玩玩没心要读的

这几天在家都看戏上网
闲下就弄弄照片
生活真苦闷 ==

前两天电话坏了
hang了后开不到机
第二天就拿去弄了
花了40块 format了整个机
存在 phone memory 里的东东全没了
连我的contacts也没了妈的
>< 没save到进sim card
怎么办？唯有一个个的去问
-
-
我没了你的号码可以再给我吗? ==
重复到我烦
不好意思拉朋友们不要嫌我烦
哈哈问不到的朋友
就等到你们sms我的时候我才问你是谁吧

那天和我男友出街
去1U
买了件连衣裙
他说我男子头要多穿裙 =.=
哈哈哈
还好吧我也有温柔的一面好不好？！
wakaka!!!

嘻嘻
换了新的banner
有我最爱的老公还有最好的朋友
她是谁呢？ ah ni lu hoho
^^

到此为止吧
=）

XoXo **

2009-06-09T01:44:00.000-07:00

今天爸爸带我去牙医那里
去洗牙
TT

约了1430
准时到了
却等到1515
坐在那等了45分钟
45分钟都一直听到吱吱声的
妈的 ==
听到这些声音想不怕都不能

不过
等了那么久
怕 -> 累 -> 想睡觉
-.-

终于轮到我了
超怕的
妈呀！！！ TT
洗牙真的痛
洗到牙肉更痛
洗了就漱口漱口了继续洗
唉！辛苦！！
好不容易洗完了又说我有个牙齿有个小洞
又要补 ><

不知怎么的很不习惯
总觉得牙齿有少些痛痛的感觉
T,T

不要再有第二次了
现在连开口说话都不想
可怜的我 TT

88

回来了 ^^

2009-06-07T01:12:00.000-07:00

嘻嘻
从哪里回来？
其实呢
我星期五那天回了怡保
今天上午才回到家

很多天没上网了
fs, fb, msn, blog
哈哈
在那边超闷的

幸亏他有陪我回
^^
嘻嘻

他是谁？
是我的男友
如果认识我的朋友
看到他的照片一定会觉得似曾相识
哈哈哈

不说了
要去上fs n fb
=)

88

2009-06-01T01:25:00.000-07:00

lol
lazy 2 bloggie la
haha
maybe will stop blogging soon
^^Y
depends on my mood =D
c ya ^^

2009-05-26T05:17:00.000-07:00

lol
hahaha
decided 2 not stop bloggie

^^
(fatt hao)

hmm.. 1st hv 2 said tat my eng reli worse

paiseh paiseh ><

any sentences or grammar tat is wrong
plz correct me ^^Y

hv 2 improve my eng T.T
i need few eng teacher 2 teach me
who can help me??
any1??
volunteer??

muahahahhahaha~!!!

lol NiNi
i need uuu
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

i knew u were busying of ur stuffs
nvm it's ok

u can be my PT teacher =D
hohohoho

wait ur answer @,@
sek sai lei
hahahahahaha!!!

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everyday doing the same things

TT

on9 on9 on9
eat eat eat
sit sit sit -.-
sleep sleep sleep

no wonder im getting fat =.=

booshhh~!!

nonono...
i cant continue be like diz

looks like a '宅女'

my school had postpone 2 22nd of jun oni start
sob

i need a jobbbbbbbb
i need lots of moneyy
i need stg diff in my life

sigh

=(

2009-05-25T11:08:00.000-07:00

我决定了不会再继续写部落格
哈哈

其实我都没什么可以写

所以呢

可以说是关吧

不会再写了

朋友们

谁有linked我的

可以把我名字册下来啦

嘻嘻

谢拉~^^

i had decided 2 close my blog

hv ntg 2 blog ><

hehe

so whose has linked me

can remove me from ur friend list edi

=）

kisss n hugsss~**

tata

2009-05-21T08:11:00.000-07:00

询问了一位与我很熟络的朋友一些问题
问他我的人和性格怎么样
他答我
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贪新鲜

喜欢的话会很很很喜欢
每天都很想要的
不喜欢了就不理了

很容易发脾气

小小事情就会乱发脾气了

哈哈

本人觉得不止那么少吧

可能他觉得这两个是最严重的
喜欢问他对我的看法
他会不客气地答我
我不生气
起码他说的是真话
也不会因为顾忌任何东西而说门面话
嘻嘻

我啊。。。

好奇心超强爱问这问那
（nini每次都说我烦TT没法子嘛~天生的）muahahahaha!!

疑心重也可以说成爱乱想
（这个会害死我啦！）><

没耐心也不是完全没的
（视乎什么事情吧）

拿不定主意
( 这个超恨的！！也不知为何。。就是拿不到主意）TT

我不喜欢计划
把事情计划的好好
因为我知道我不是一个会按照牌理做事的人

我也不知道自己的头脑装些什么
==
sigh*

爱上单身 ❤

2009-05-11T06:22:00.000-07:00

已经过了两个月多
开始喜欢上这个生活方式
为什么？

很简单阿
自己一个人怎样都比两个人活得更自在更轻松
不是吗？
而且对男生有种不敢恭维的感觉

或许有时会觉得寂寞
好想找个人来依赖
好想找个人来关心
好想找个人来疼爱
不开心想借个肩膀来依靠
在我身边无时无刻的照顾我

但是个人觉得
朋友也可以饰演这个角色
朋友怎样都比男友可信任得多

男朋友 可以让你依赖得多久？
男朋友 肯定会与你长久一起吗？
男朋友 一定会对你坦坦白白吗？
男朋友 能保证不会伤害到你吗？
要知道现在的男生
都人不可貌相日久见人心要带眼识人
不要为了一时的想要人爱你就爽快的答应对方
到最后却演变成被伤害的那一方

本人遇过好多这类的事件发生在自己朋友身上
劈腿的超多为什么有了另一半还要再找多一个？
难道女生就是你们的其中一个玩具？
玩腻了就扔？还要被你们蒙在鼓里？
现在的好男生已经买少见少了
所以呢我还在等着我的 Mr.Right =) 不想再选错

所以目前单身是挺不错的选择 ^^ 不需要烦无谓的事情

烦也应该烦学业金钱的问题

мιšš ε£αιиε ❤ hεя lιfε и hεя fяεиš too

贪爽玩下 =D

2009-05-08T13:21:00.000-07:00

其实开o黎都o系想
有时可以揾个地方o黎俾我写下
D心情, 发生过o既事..
借此记录低 =）